I went on the dating site to check messages, some people who write me are like in there 40′s when I said between 27 and 35 and then they write about boring stuff that has no energy and they don’t look like someone I can see myself with. I’m talking with someone who is very boring and I told him I’m on assistance and he was like Bleh. Ha! So then I told him I have four kids and he’s about scared now. I guess I will just scare the ones that ain’t keepers away. After all the keepers are the ones that don’t care.
I don’t even know why I’m looking for someone right now, I’m just lonely and really want to be happy and feel the love of a man who loves me and respects me and see’s me as his everything. It helps ease the pain of my heart ache to just distract myself rather than face the stings of the pain I keep getting. If you’ve had your heart-broken, perhaps you know what I mean. I’m still in love, but I need to not be because it doesn’t do no good to hold onto something that doesn’t work. Does it? “I don’t know” (Shrugs Shoulders)
I miss the man I love but I don’t want to hurt any more. Love shouldn’t hurt.
I am putting myself out there because I want love to come and heal me and embrace me into a loving long-lasting relationship.