It’s official.. you know… more than it was. I”M MOVING.
In exactly 12 days i will be in my new place and surrounded by yet, more boxes. Ha! I can’t freakin wait, it’s going to be so great to settle into a place knowing I will be there for more then a year. I have moved so much in my life it’s nice knowing I wont have to for awhile. How relieving it is.
I have been bored lately, because I feel like I am just in the stage of waiting for the days to go by and trying to pack everything, not to fast and not too slow because I still have just under two weeks to live in this box land still and I don’t want to get excited or carried away and pack all my clothes and food and have to wear paper bags and eat cardboard for dinners until I move. I got to be smart, after all I’m a mommy. I’ve got to be smart because there’s no man to blame my “oh my god I packed everything” on. Wouldn’t that be great if there was though? ha!
I can’t believe though, this time last year I was moving, the exact time, how bizzare is that? Only this time last year I was beginning a relationship with someone I thought was going to be the one, boy was I wrong. Ah well.. I ain’t going to sweat it, because I know God has a plan for me and I’m really tired of getting down about not having love and then having love and being heart broken and abandoned by it. Valentines day is coming up soon and yea that day will be kind of down for me, having it be the first valentines day in 12 years that I wont have anyone to celebrate it with. That is kinda hard to think about, but… it is as it is and I am going to smile and buy myself something nice, or take myself out somewhere. When life gets you down, eat chocolate. Ha! or in my case a bucket of Reese ice cream, which is so freaking good, it blows my fav cookies n cream out of the water.
When I move into my new place, I’ll be taking pictures of course because I love to film and capture the process of moving, well along with everything else i love to film n capture. I am a camera hog, but since no ones lined up to be filmed I guess I’m not so much a hog as I am THE STAR, cover your eyes, I shine bright. “Does that mean I’m a sun?” Ha!
I love the beginning of a place, setting up everything, decorating, making everything nice and turn a place into a home. That is such a great process for me, I have so much fun doing that, I am not even kidding. I love it so much. I’m serious, if I wasn’t so into my art, I would have been an interior decorator because I just love having things set so perfectly in it’s own place and getting things that fit nicely and keeping with the good energy flow through out the rooms.
I’m going to get back to my cooking dinner before I burn it, or in this case brown it too much and set off the over sensitive fire alarm. “how lame would that be?”
“SHUT UP ALARM”