Tick Tock

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It’s official.. you know… more than it was. I”M MOVING.

In exactly 12 days i will be in my new place and surrounded by yet, more boxes. Ha! I can’t freakin wait, it’s going to be so great to settle into a place knowing I will be there for more then a year. I have moved so much in my life it’s nice knowing I wont have to for awhile. How relieving it is.

I have been bored lately, because I feel like I am just in the stage of waiting for the days to go by and trying to pack everything, not to fast and not too slow because I still have just under two weeks to live in this box land still and I don’t want to get excited or carried away and pack all my clothes and food and have to wear paper bags and eat cardboard for dinners until I move. I got to be smart, after all I’m a mommy. I’ve got to be smart because there’s no man to blame my “oh my god I packed everything” on. Wouldn’t that be great if there was though? ha!

I can’t believe though, this time last year I was moving, the exact time, how bizzare is that? Only this time last year I was beginning a relationship with someone I thought was going to be the one, boy was I wrong. Ah well.. I ain’t going to sweat it, because I know God has a plan for me and I’m really tired of getting down about not having love and then having love and being heart broken and abandoned by it. Valentines day is coming up soon and yea that day will be kind of down for me, having it be the first valentines day in 12 years that I wont have anyone to celebrate it with. That is kinda hard to think about, but… it is as it is and I am going to smile and buy myself something nice, or take myself out somewhere. When life gets you down, eat chocolate. Ha! or in my case a bucket of Reese ice cream, which is so freaking good, it blows my fav cookies n cream out of the water.

When I move into my new place, I’ll be taking pictures of course because I love to film and capture the process of moving, well along with everything else i love to film n capture. I am a camera hog, but since no ones lined up to be filmed I guess I’m not so much a hog as I am THE STAR, cover your eyes, I shine bright. “Does that mean I’m a sun?” Ha!

 

I love the beginning of a place, setting up everything, decorating, making everything nice and turn a place into a home. That is such a great process for me, I have so much fun doing that, I am not even kidding. I love it so much. I’m serious, if I wasn’t so into my art, I would have been an interior decorator because I just love having things set so perfectly in it’s own place and getting things that fit nicely and keeping with the good energy flow through out the rooms.

I’m going to get back to my cooking dinner before I burn it, or in this case brown it too much and set off the over sensitive fire alarm. “how lame would that be?”

“SHUT UP ALARM”

Seee YAAAAh

 

Cold as Ass Cheeks

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Air conditioning, Business, Business and Economy, Construction and Maintenance, Contractors, Heating Ventilating and Air Conditioning, Materials and Supplies, Mechanical

I am so cold in my apartment I swear. My heat doesn’t seem to even come on and it’s on high. I went into the hallway and the air conditioning is on full blast right outside my door, which probably gets into my place and makes it so damn cold in here. Why on earth do they have the air conditioning on still, are they nuts?

At least my fire alarm didn’t go off this morning, I guess everyone had cereal for breakfast.

Other then my place being an igloo to live in, it’s been a good day so far. I got some groceries done and printed out some pictures for my Christmas cards I’m going to be mailing out for the first time. I cannot believe I have never done that before and I was even married with kids before. Ha! goes to show how depressing it was Eh! lol Omg I spoke Canadian. “it was on purpose so its okay.”

Here is my photo I chose, I touched it up a bit and I giggle because I whitened my teeth and eyes and it reminds me of this one friends episode where ross whitens his teeth for a date but he leaves the ointment on too long and his teeth come out really white. haha.

Fire Bell

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All rights reserved, Apartment, Business, Construction and Maintenance, Infant, Shopping, Stairway, Teddy

So I woke up to the sound of the fire bell blaring through the apartment building. May I say, it’s so fun to gather up my two infants and try and go downstairs. I tried hard not to fall, my one year old Nki isn’t god at stairs yet so you can imagion how hard that was for me. Now imagion it while holding a new born in my arms. Yea… so I did what my mom said, i slipped on my runners by the door grabbed Niki who was in a diaper and shirt and left with Teddy in his blanket. I grabbed a pair of Nikis pants, I couldn’t find his shoes. We left down the closest stair doors and got to the bottom and then I had to carry both infants in my arms outside. I couldn’t put Niki down because he had no shoes.

It was of course a false alarm, so we headed back and on way in the door I lost my balance and had to put Niki down, who stumbled and banged his poor little nose on the door and then we struggled to walk back upstairs.

Now I’m pissed off at building and all these tenants that keep setting off the dang alarm with their lack of cooking skills and their smoking in the hallways and stairwells.

This is getting ridiculous. It’s now five alarm set offs within a two month period. COME ON!

Fire! Fire! Fire!, Nope… Burnt Food

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Alarm Systems, Business, Business Services, False alarm, Fire, Fire alarm system, Fire and Security, Stairway

Well that was pleasant of a morning for me and kids. NOT! We woke to the sound of a loud ass fire alarm. I got the kids and I ready and headed down the hallway and smelled smoke and was contemplating how to get down four flights of stairs with two infants by myself when the last door I noticed was open and a lady in wheelchair was sitting in her hallway  holding a large ass fan turned on. she looks at me with both babies and says with smoke spiroling around her in the wind,

“it’s a false alarm sweetie. I couldn’t get to it in time.”

Okay so I didn’t have to bring kids down stairs and got to go back home with Niki terrified.

Teddy fast asleep with alarm blazing and me sleepy eyed and annoyed by this dang alarm zoo land I’m living in. This is now the fourth time since I’ve lived in this zoo, where I’ve had to dress up the kids and I and go downstairs. I am thankful it’s not a real one, but come on. Stop setting off the building alarm and watch your food. I have two small children and it freaks them out. Well, I’m lying, it freaks me and Niki out, Teddy could care less as long as I’m holding him.

So I’m home and had to hug and comfort Niki till alarm went off finally. I had to comfort my little Niki noo and let him know he was safe until the fire alarm shut up and then he cried a little bit after it was off because he was still kind of scared, but I calmed him down and now he’s back to his dancy dance self and doing his morning jog around the kitchen. Teddy is sleeping still, lol he didn’t even flinch at the noise  he was like, STRETCH, “Whateva” ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

I’m going to have to be more organized with this alarm thing though because I am always walking to the far end of the hallway where the elevator is to go downstairs when I should be walking to the close end to me where the stairs are also. Izza do wrong. Hard to think properly when there’s noise like that and babies in my arms and I’m just wanting to get them out and safe in case it’s for real schizo if you know what I mean.  My moms like,

“You don’t get dressed and leave, you just grab kids and go.”

Okay… no!

It’s poring ass rain outside and cold and I don’t want my babies to catch cold,, so I’m gonna dress em up fast along with myself, grab my purse, phone and keys and leave the joint then. I am an immortal and can do things speedy fast like a vampire. My getting ready will be two winks. Also, judging by how sensitive the alarms are to smoke, I don’t think I have much of a concern about getting out fast enough. I’d probably have time to get out with kids and go save some peeps, before the slow ass firemen get there and put out the fire I just did. I’m like SPidy Man, without the get up. Oh Yaaa fo schizo.

The TellaTUN remains

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Amazing You: Getting Smart About Your Private Parts, Business, Cartoon KAT-TUN, Gail Saltz, Ismail Abdul Rahman, KAT-TUN, Tun Abdul Razak, United States

 

The guy came by to pick up the tv and underestimated it’s size despite my telling him he will need help to lift it and he arrived and tried to lift it and I think it was off the stand by 1 cm and he set it down and said, my that’s a big tv. I’ve lifted heavy tv’s before because I used to have a job moving furniture but none were quite so large as this. Lol HAHAHA

this monster is like a dinosaur of all tv’s. So he had to leave the tv and tell me he’s going to have to come up with a plan and get back to me if I still have it. HAHAHA

OH monster tv, why are you so large lol

 

Crazy News

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Business, Construction and Maintenance, Elevator, Elevators and Escalators, Landlord, Materials and Supplies, Parts and Service, Shit

 

So for the past few months my elevator in my building has slowly started to work like shit and the landlord says they brought some one in to fix it several times, yet it works less and less every time and now it is pretty much safe to say it is unsafe to use and very unreliable and I can’t go anywhere being so high up and not being able to carry my stroller and child down flights of stairs. I have been practically home bound unless my mom is around to help me carry things down and up which is exhausting for both of us. I have had it with this elevator bull shit. I am almost due to have the baby and I’m having to worry and have bad dreams about being trapped in an elevator. It’s scary shit. So I talked to my landlords and am going to be transferring into a lower unit so that I don’t have to worry and rely on some elevator and be afraid to leave my home, or have baby in the elevator. Wouldn’t that be a night mare.

So I have about a week in a half max to gather people to help me make an emergency move and to call and get everything else transferred over and blah blah blah, you know the stresses of moving, well times that by five because I am almost nine months pregnant, feeling like poo half the time and now I have to move so I can actually go to the store when I need milk. This is crazy. Tomorrow I have to go to the hospital for a fallow up test on that thing I had done months back if you remember me talking about it. Abnormal cell thing. Then I have to try and view the place I will be transferring to and cross fingers its good and not gross. Oye!

Everyone say a little prayer for things to go smoothly, man is it going to be a lot of work to move and clean this place, all before baby comes. HOLY SHIT BALLZ!

 

Bigger N Bigger

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Business, Chocolate chip, Chocolate chip cookie, Cooking, Home, ice cream, Peanut, Peanut butter

As the weeks go on, my belly grows bigger and bigger. I am now 21 weeks and my ultrasound is days away for finding out if a little boy or a little girl grows within. I can feel movements now and the baby mostly kicks around where my belly button is. Which by the way is a outty now. I have major heartburn everyday it seems and cramps in my legs and pelvis a lot lately as well from the extra weight etc… I am not sure what I weigh right now but the last time I went to the doctors I was 127. My beginning weight was 120. So that’s a good seven pounds which isn’t too bad for this far along.

I have a lot of acne lately and dry skin and my biggest craving is peanut butter and ice cream. Even together. haha.

I like cherries, Eggs are a big craving as well, Peanuts, peanut butter, cheese and hotdog sandwiches with mustard. Ice cream, sausages, hash browns, french fries. Yogart, chocolate milk. Chocolate chip cookies.

I like cranberry juice to, but I can’t seem to drink it without it causing major heartburn. I also love peanut butter waffles. Yum.

I am pretty much done buying for the baby, well the big things anyways. i still need a few little things and of course clothes for the baby which I can get donated to me from a place I know so I’m not too worried about that.

Moods? hmm well I seem to cry about everything lately. I mean most of what I cry about is normal except when its a laundry commercial. I watch movies and I cry because the story is just so beautiful and I have cried because I feel like I’m lost and not sure what I’m suppose to do with my life as far as work goes. I have also been sad about my grandpa, he’s been diagnosed with terminal liver cancer and wont be around much longer. My mom just flew out to say her goodbyes and I said mine last night spiritually and let him know I  love him. I have lost family before, but not close family. I lost my grandparents from my dad’s side, but they weren’t very good people. I lost my uncle from my dad’s side, he wasn’t very good either, used to hit me and my brother all the time and call us names when he was mad about what ever he was mad about.

I hate death. I can’t even watch a movie where there’s someone dying in it without bawling my eyes out and this is even when I’m not pregnant.

It’s safe to say I am very emotional and more sensitive than I already am with this baby. I don’t mind though. I am a very sensitive person to begin with, what’s a little more sensitive. :p

 

Fraud

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Business, E-mail, Email address, Kwame Brown, Password, Single-parent, The Wall Street Journal, User (computing)

Watch out people it can happen to you. It just happened to me.

I got an email from I will not say that told me I was giving hundreds of dollars to someone with some email I have no idea of and I contacted my personal you know person who is my provider etc blah blah the big man in the suite and told them of this fraud that would have occured. I can’t believe this shit. Then I get an email to my email saying i asked to update my pw etc and I didn’t click shit in that email.

I hate frauders. Damn them.

 

Thieves. and trying to steal from a single mother who poor? screw you, how do you sleep at night. The government supports me, they will be all up in your ass.

I hate frauders.

Whose had this happen to them?

It’s insane, I mean I heard about it, but I was more of, oh it wont happen to me and poof it happens and I’m like SHIT man.

 

Eskimo Doll

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alaska eskimo, Arctic, Business, Business plan, Consulting, Eskimo, Health, Shopping, Small business

My parents went on a cruise for their anniversary and brought me back a beautiful Eskimo doll. I love her, she’s so pretty.

It cheered me up some since I am going through a tough time right now heart wise with a bad break up again, yea that will teach me for trusting a man who had hurt me plenty times in the past, this time he cheated on me and only confessed because he didn’t want to go out for ice cream with me as pathetic as that sounds.

I am so not ready to be with anyone now and I have to majorly heal from having my heart completely smashed. I was on the couch crying for days, it was awful. I have never felt such pain like that, then when he hurt me like that and acted as though it was no big deal and then turned it all around to be my fault that he did it. I am thinking about getting a ring for my finger just to keep men away haha. Funny huh, but I hear woman do that so men leave them alone. Not like men bother me much, but I do want to add some jewlery to my collection and be married to myself for awhile haha. Does that sound dumb? oh well, I think it’s fun.

By the way I am officially divorced now by law. WOOOOO! I’m a free woman. It feels really great.

I deserve far more and from now on its me first and I’m going to concentrate on my new business plan which is HotSpoX which I am very excited about. I am so pumped about this plan that my sleep time is filled with thoughts and ideas for what else I could do to make it better and spread the word. Right now it’s just a small website and a channel on YouTube, but I plan to do much more with it. I plan to sell t-shirts and products with the logo and work with other YouTube’s for my future posts and sell my own cd’s with original music. I plan to sell E-books and get professional modeling photo’s done of myself later, after I’m back in shape after the baby.

I plan on designing clothing again and selling them.

So much I plan to do.

You can help, by donating as well and by promoting my HotSpoX channel to friends and family and letting others know about it.

http://www.youtube.com/user/AmairaJewelHotSpox

Tim Hortons “Ice Cream”

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Business, canada, ice cream, Starbucks, Tim Horton, Timbit, United States, Visa

• Like It^TM (Small)
• Love It^TM (Medium)
• Gotta Have It^TM (Large)

Tim Hortons now has ice cream and don’t be fooled by the image of it because it lies. I recently tried the ice cream and the cup I got was not even half full and the ice cream was watery as though it had sat there for a while and it hardly had any cookie in it that I asked for. Come on Hortons, stop being stingy. I really dislike the ice cream there.

For those who don’t have a clue what Tim Hortons is because your American, it’s okay, there there. Tim Hortons is the most popular coffee place in Canada. It’s our Starbucks but with donuts that actually taste good. :0 “Did I just say that?” Yes I did.

The cup sizes for the ice cream are lame, Like it, love it, gotta have it. Well I can’t choose either of those because it doesn’t fit into any of them. I might as well have asked for “Thought I’d Try It”

Or “I shouldn’t have”

Those are more like it.

Yucky ice cream, make it better.

 

No Cell Phone = Good Deals?

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Business, Cell Phones, Cell Phones and Driving, Communications, Mobile phone, Science and Technology, Virgin Atlantic Airways, Wireless

I was very short on money this month to the point I couldn’t pay my cell phone so I’ve been out a cell phone for almost a week now which sucks because every time I want to meet up with my mom was have to do set a time and place and not move from there or I can’t find her and she can’t find me. Plus I can’t communicate with anyone when I’m out and sometimes I need to, or it would be useful to.

The good part is my cell phone company sent me an email saying if I top up my cell before the 22nd this month they will pay back 10% of what I top up which is good for me. ha

I don’t get paid until friday though so, I’ve still got to stick it out until then. That part is really lame, if you can imagine.

 

I crashed into a lady and she glared at me

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Business, Construction and Maintenance, Doors, Doors and Windows, Materials and Supplies, Shopping, Video blogging, Youtube

Okay so I was filming while walking down my apartment hallway because I was getting footage for my vlog day I was doing and there’s these double doors near my door and I have to open the heavy suckers and go through with the stroller and I have the camera out and I’m starting to talk to it and then the other door opens and crashes into me or I it. Not sure and the woman is like omg I’m sorry but then after she glares at me before we part ways. i am not sure what that was about, but um oKAY? weirdo

Some people creep me out.

Bee the Size Of a Golf Ball

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So I was lying in bed with Niki who was fast asleep in my bed when I heard this loud buzzing noise coming from the living room . I peeked over to see and there was this huge bee the size of a golf ball flying around. It was slow and wasn’t sure how to get back out through my sliding door and I wasn’t about to approach it to help. I was scared, my heart was throbbing and I kept waiting for the right time to rush over to the window and open it wider and pull back the curtain more so it could fly the hell out of my house with its big ass and stop freaking me out. After about 15 minutes of me freaking out and waiting and trying to master a plan in my mind it flew behind the curtain and I ran to the window and within about 2 seconds I managed to pull back the curtain and open the window two feet and it was 30 seconds later when the slow golf ball bee managed to fly outside and go back where it came from.

 

Thank goodness.

I really do not like bees. I need screens, and lots of fans before summer. I cannot deal with that again.

That bee was soo big, but it was better than the smaller ones that are more annoying and curious. Those actually linger and check out the joint before they make their way out where they came from. I think they like to play with those who are afraid, wait till I buy an electric bee zapper, they wont want to enter and scope out my joint without a big ZING in the stinger. Oh Yes Bee’s.

You’re an intruder and I have rights to zap you.

 

Niki’s Cake Turn Out Great!!!!

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Business, Chocolate, Elmo, Frozen, Home, ice cream, Ice cream cake, Niki

As soon as I saw it after the lady wiped off the cold frosty mist from the container… there was Elmo holding his fantastic balloons. They did a beautiful job and I let them know that before I left the store. It was great. I love ice cream cakes. I know Niki will love it because he loves ice cream. He gets tongue happy. Today I finished wrapping his gift and writing in his card something he will look back on from his keep sake box and remember. I wrote how much I care about him and how proud I am to be his mom. He is such a wonderful son and I love him more and more each day. He is my light house. My little rock star.

Niki

Your candle lights with a flick of my flare

Your heavenly glow is bright as a sun

You shine and you shimmer in the stars that now dance

On your very first Birthday you are lighting the sky’s with dancing butterflies

Your royal one which as I believe is true

The number you were born matches the number you turn

On your special day I give you kisses and hugs

Your my sweet baby boy and I love how much you’ve grown in only one year

You hold my heart and give me so much love and strength

Simply by being you Niki

Your my NUMBER ONE

My sweetest little Rock Star

Have a wonderful Birthday

There will be many more to come

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

What the Heck ToiletHead!

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Business, Fuck (film), LAME, LOL, Media Production, Shit, Shopping, Television

So my toilet is still not fixed. Meaning the plummer man hasn’t come to kick its ass yet and the landlord forgot. Figures. He fixed everyone elses but mine. LAME!

Okay so weirdly my toilet works now on occasion. Only if you hold the handle down and not always. It’s kind of random how it works now. Sometimes I can flush without my magical dish soap and sometimes I can’t.

What the hell is wrong with this toilet?

Any ideas?

Mc Donalds

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As You Sow, Business, Fast food, Fast food restaurant, McDonald, Paper cup, Polystyrene, United States

I keep thinking about it. I wake up and there it is, a giant big mac with fries and a drink. Only my drink is a milkshake from dairy queen. Mmmm my mouth waters. my palms sweat and then I wake up and there is NO FREAKIN MC D’s ANYWHERE!

I am really craving Mc Donalds with a milk shake from dairy queen because we all know Mc d’s just doesn’t make great milk shakes. I had to say it. Sorry D.

Okay so I get nauseous to pretty much everything unless it has cheese whiz in it or peanut butter. HA! but the thought of Mc D’s that makes me hungry and not feel nauseous. I think the baby is trying to tell me something.

I love that the baby likes Mc D’s to. hehe “My kinda baby” haha

I love you little baby  ”Mama’s gonna get you some Mc D’s and Milk Shake Queen soon love. “Real soon”

 

 

Omg this picture rofl… and I don’t like clowns but it’s cute and fits the blog I think hahaha

 

Dry Cottage Cheese

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What gives? What the hell is dry cottage cheese. I opened my cottage cheese container I bought yesterday only to realised it’s dry and I wasn’t sure if it had been opened and the liquid was stolen or what. It’s too weird to eat so I put it back into the fridge until later inspection from my mommyboo. lol

I’ll let her decide it it’s safe to eat. Ha!

Dry cottage cheese? I mean come on, that’s like a dry pickle.

My Tripods Caput

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Arts and Entertainment, Business, Camera, Digital single-lens reflex camera, Photography, Shopping, Tools and Equipment, Tripod

It finally gave out, so now I’m working without a tripod which is going to be challenging. I’m getting a new camera hopefully soon, I just have to wait for tax back. I am so in need of an HD camera. I can’t wait, I will need to invest in a cheap tripod as well now. I can’t make videos without it. Well I can, just like I did in my video, “We are the champions” I couldn’t use one there, I had to put my camera on chairs and desks haha. Sucks. Cause I can’t do angles I want now. Lame.

Oh well. It is what it is.

 

Fire!!!!

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Business, Business Services, Fire, Fire alarm system, Fire and Security, Firefighter, Lake Shore Drive, Smoke detector

So last night I and Niki. Even Cuddles were fast asleep, when the building fire alarm went off at 4:00 am in the morning. I shot out of bed, checked the apartment out and hallway making sure there’s no smoke or heat. Then I grabbed my diaper bag with what I needed for Niki. My purse of course and opened the sliding door for Cuddles in case she had to escape. I then grabbed Niki who was like, “what the hell is going on.” We went downstairs. There was no sign of smoke or fire.

The fire fighter dudes finally came and put out the invisible fire, because some kid must have pulled it and then we all went back inside. What a night it was. Who knew this apartment would bring adventure. Hahahaha

 

Happy

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Business, Happy Meal, Men, People, Puddle, Rain, Relationship, United States

I’m tired of men bringing me down, so this time I’m not going to live in that puddle of tears. I’m going to stand up, be strong and start dancing and make a video and be creative. I know that I am special and if someone doesn’t see how special I am, they ain’t worth the tears.

Wooo! I can’t wait to start filming, I’mma filming tonight, uh huh. Wooooooo!

I think I will do the song by Britney, called till the world ends.

While I dance I’ve got my eggs boiling because I’m going to whip me up some egg salad sandwiches with pickles and lettuce. Ohhh yesss! so delicious.