I’m really scared of my hospital test I have to get done. I really don’t want it to hurt. Has anyone had a Colposcopy done before? I sure haven’t. My mom’s taking me, but she wont be able to go into the room with me, so I’ll be all alone in there with the scary ass doctors. I hate hospitals and I hate tests to and, I really don’t like stuff that involves messing around with tools in my lady areas. Stupid tests.
I really hope after this test it comes back good because I am even more sacred of being put to sleep. you know when they put that mask thing over your face to breathe in to knock you out? Gawd that freaks me out. I feel like their going to suffocate me or something. it just doesn’t feel right. It really frightens me. 😦
I’m acting all strong about it, but really I’m really scared about it and worried and hoping it all goes okay.